lost my creative drive!!! aah!!!

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(1/12/26)

I have lost my creative drive. Well, that's a bit of an exaggeration because I'm still making things but not at the rate I was in 2024, or even 2025! I'm out of ideas and inspiration! For example: I still have multiple ideas for Roblox games but every time I decide to start working, I just open up Studio and almost immediately close it minutes later. I guess this is a sign I need to try new types of creation, but I don't know what to do! When 2026 started the first few days I noticed I had no idea what to make or work on. It was nice at first, but then the horror kicked in. All I really do is make things, and when I don't know what to make or feel less motivated to create it suck!

One idea I do have is "bontent 2". This may be jarring or scary because the last bontent wasn't too great. But I promise I have a plan this time and it will actually be good stuff. The only reason why this hasn't been made yet is because I just haven't really gotten around to making stuff for it. I've made a few things here and there but it's mostly just been an idea floating around my head. I've also thought about revisiting some old projects. Like working on older Roblox games of mine that don't see many updates, or remastering the pre-partii albums. Pre-partii because from that point on I'm missing project files for those tunes. I actually remastered n00dle yesterday so go check that if you are interested (bandcamp version only). Oh yeah I forgot I should probably finish my Christmas special.

a drawing of some named critters.

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